limyilin

August 28, 2011

Lately you have been asking me
if all my words are true
Don’t you know I’ll do anything for you

Sometimes I haven’t been good to you
Sometimes I’ve made you cry
And I am sorry for everything

but I promise you girl
I promise you this

[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I’m all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

So there’s no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one’s gonna take it away

cos’ I promise you girl
I promise you this

[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I’m all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it’s ever been

August 28, 2011

today is a bad day! the first day of my period, one of the worse times where blood are clotted, tummy is painful and almost fainted due to the pain!

Wells, went to canning vale market today. it’s such a great deal.. field mushroom.. per kg for $5.49aud!

Oranges.. 99cts per kg!

and bak choy.. a dollar!

nxt week is gonna be even more exciting.. we are going to the wholesale market.. with more bargains!

the next three months.. August 27, 2011

will be the final days of my life being a student in Perth.

I am not sure what is out there for me after the next three months.

I know I am scared, I have no idea where will I be going.

Till then, I am just gonna work hard and not letting these three months pass by me in vain.

I just wan to make the most out of these three months!!

Here I go.. I am going to start taking down the bits and pieces of my precious three months here! I love it here.. but I love the place better where my family, frens and lover are!

Gotten back my results!!! December 12, 2010

This is the second semester and I have gotten back my results!!

This time, I have truly understand the feeling of “never give up in yourself!”

Last semester, when I failed one of the modules.. a whole mixture of feelings.. feeling of disappointed and sadness.. yet at the same time, I felt that I deserved it for not working hard! And starting of the semester, I am still following my same old ways.. going tutorials without preparing for it, and even during mid semester test.. I dont study hard for it!

It was until September when I flew back to Singapore, it was a recharge to see my family and frens.. and only then I realised I have played enuff and its time to buck up!! Flying back to perth and mug all the way for the whole of 2 months to catch up whatever that I have slacked off from..

This time, I am really pleased with my results! All the staying back in school till late nights, all the mugging and hard work have paid off!

Indeed, my first paper was just a credit. However, the rest of my modules scored distinction and one of it is high distinction!! No failed module this time!! I think I am really lucky and happy girl!!!

Summer school is starting in less than a month.. i am going back to the same old place again! BUT IM GOING TO WORK EVEN HARDER.. for myself.. for my mummy and my dad who is working hard in Turkey right now .. for my auntie who gave me financial support and the chance to study overseas!!

I LOVE BEING A STUDENT!!

And.. somehow, I don’t mind working lifestyle too.. coming home feeling so dead tired and have a great sleep at night.. having your own income and able to lessen the financial burden of your parents.. that kind of feeling is good as well!

Be it a student or a worker.. I’m starting to love whatever that I am doing with no regrets!!

so disappointed with myself November 6, 2010

Had my first paper today. So disappointed with myself. I did my work and I understand my chapters BUT i was so careless.

There goes my distinction.

I guess.. when i have higher expectations of myself, i become very stress and thoughts will run wild.

I really wanna do well and I am really trying my best.

time to mug!! October 11, 2010

so many things happened recently and i almost couldnt catch up with the list of issues to settle! but im pretty sure there will be an outcome, good or bad!

while waiting, school has already got into its 11th week. mugging and mugging. got no time to waste! i really hope to do well this semester!

school’s the daily hangout for me from morning to night!

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly August 20, 2010

Thank you for accepting my imperfections.

first sem result July 10, 2010

finally gotten back my first sem result.

good thing first, shall give myself a pat for i have worked hard for the final exams and scored fairly well in the most of the papers!

but sad to say.. i failed one of my modules and got a score of 47 and a grade of N+.

it came no surprise to me because i didnt work hard for this paper. emotionally drained for this paper that all i did was to cry and cry two days before the paper. and lesson learnt for me.. study harder and dont ever made this mistake again!

yuan yuan told me something which i think was very true..

failing a module is part and parcel of a student’s life.

thus, im gonna make this failure and motivate myself even further!

if appeal result is successful, i will work harder!

if the appeal result is unsuccessful, i will still work harder but i am gonna retake this module and collect another distinction next sem.. since i take the module the second time, i believe i can do it better this time!

this is gonna be an important entry to keep myself motivated! )

an end note, i think i am really a lucky girl and really thankful for my good-and-bad result! :)

5th month! July 2, 2010

this is my first, relationship that hits 5th month.

ever since i went overseas to study, we have never meet in the same country before for our monthiversary.

5th month this is the first time, both of us are in singapore!

really had a wonderful day with him and i know the number will keep counting <3

beautiful love. June 12, 2010

看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love’s beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love’s beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽